Happy Mother's Day To My Late Mother

    Remembering my late mother this Mother's Day was very heart warming, since she's gone for a long time but still I was longing for her because our bond since birth was undeniable, she was always there at my side and nurtured me until I grow into an adult. My mother is very strict and disciplinarian.

    When i finished my college while working as a janitor of Toledo National Vocational School, my mother was always there at my side and attended my college graduation without my father because he passed away when i was 19 years old. I became a breadwinner of the family and support my brother and sister when my sister finished her college that's the time I feel I became free and learned some vices like gambling and drinking. When I am out with friends for a drinking spree my mother always waited for me to come home even until dawn, but she never get mad she always advice that there is no good in drinking. 

    One day she was sick and diagnosed with clogged arteries we are very sad because we have no money to pay her bills, Thanks for the financial support of a kind hearted relatives, my mother survived with a pacemaker to support her heart beats normal, but she is very fragile and weak and her health deteriorates. I feel bad because sometimes I left her alone, I know she was very happy to see me when I came home.  One day she suffered a heart attacked and she's gone it was saddest part of my life and my whole family. Until now I really miss my mother when I'm at work I fell very excited to come home because I feel she's there waiting for me and proud that I was promoted from my job. I can't stop my tears flowing from cheeks while writing this short blog that I dedicated to her. Mom wherever you are now I will greet you a "Happy Mothers Day", because without you  I never witness the beauty of the world. 

   

My vices will not stop there even my mother was gone because I never listened her advice, and I regretted it, until one day a women came to my life maybe i considered her a nagger, she always shouted me and easily got mad, despite our differences in attitude and life views I am also grateful that she  help me stop my drinking habit.